Thursday, March 30, 2006

Helping Hand



picking up life where u left off, or from the pieces on the ground isn't as easy as it sounds.

it involves concentrated effort and focus, things which i obviously lack. sometimes, all you need is someone to reach out a hand to you- so u can grab it, and together with that friend, hoist yourself back onto your feet again, then you can continue your upward climb.

i bought a franklin covey planner today, cost a bomb, an atomic bomb. the rational: i need a new sense of motivation to sort my life out again, to assemble the broken pieces and puzzle them together into a coherent picture.

repentance is such a refreshing principle, don't we all need it ever so badly?

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

oh let's go back to the start

come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry
you don't know how lovely you are
i had to find you, tell you I need ya
and tell you I set you apart
tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
oh lets go back to the start
running in circles, coming in tails
heads on a science apart

nobody said it was easy
it's such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be this hard
oh take me back to the start

i was just guessing at numbers and figures
pulling the puzzles apart
questions of science, science and progress
do not speak as loud as my heart
and tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
oh and I rush to the start
running in circles, chasing tails
coming back as we are


coldplay - the scientist

Wishful Thinking

how shall i...
stand by you but let you go
hear your cry but stay my hand
share my pain but keep my sorrows
love your soul but not your heart

Beaten Down

a little red ant walks up the hill
a noble task he thinks and feels
getting tired but on he trods
wishing he had encouraging nods
... ... ...
the rain came down and washed him out
the little red ant continues him to go up

i tried to write a poem, but guess i'm not that talented. trying to personify myself as a little red ant climbing a hill is indeed an uphill task. maybe i should just speak plainly.

do you ever feel beaten down?